I have a 6 month old baby, she is sweet and beautiful but she just showed up out of nowhere and I feel indifferent towards her. I pick her up awkwardly and her mouth presses against my side for a bit too long. When I lay her down she isn’t breathing, I check her pupils and one of them is fixed and dilated in a grotesque way. I frantically try to revive her but she is dead. I have mistakenly killed her and I feel remorse but also relief. There is the feeling a man is in the room, maybe my boyfriend who has been looking on without caring or helping
Dreams about babies can symbolize new beginnings, potential, and innocence. The dream involving your 6-month-old baby could represent a new project, idea, or aspect of yourself that you have recently been nurturing or developing. The fact that the baby showed up out of nowhere and you feel indifferent towards her may suggest that there is an area in your life where you are not feeling as connected or engaged as you should be. This could be related to a new responsibility, relationship, or aspect of yourself that you are struggling to fully embrace. The image of the baby's mouth pressing against your side may indicate feelings of vulnerability or the need for closeness and nurturance. The fact that she stops breathing and you find one dilated and fixed pupil could symbolize a fear of losing control or being overwhelmed by a situation that you are not fully prepared for. The presence of the man in the room, who may be your boyfriend, could represent a lack of support or understanding in your waking life. His indifference and lack of help could suggest feelings of isolation or abandonment in a situation where you need assistance or guidance. Overall, this dream may be reflecting feelings of inadequacy, fear of failure, or unresolved emotions surrounding a new beginning or responsibility in your life. It may be a sign that you need to address these feelings and seek support or guidance to navigate through these challenges.